There are moments in our lives, perhaps at different times in different ways, when we all ask the question, why am I here?

This question is as practical and as profound as we want it to be.

For me, it’s been a lifelong quest that has taken me to places I never expected to go, because I think boxes are great for transporting and storing—but not living in.

I love it when people dare to explore who they are and become excited about the change that they want to see happening in the world around them.

A while ago, Rob Bell made a series of short films. In the close of NOOMA: Open he paraphrases a centuries-old ambition, which I’ve carried around with me:

May your whole life be a prayer.
And may you be honest with God
as you are more and more open to your role
in the ongoing creation of the world.

Here’s the thing, it’s not a new place. It’s about discovering what was there all the time and giving it space to grow.

As one of my favourite poets said:

With the drawing of this Love and the voice of this Calling

We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.

TS Eliot, from Little Giddings, in Four Quartets

While I have a particular interest in feeding the souls of creative change-makers, my work is for wherever you are – in your work, your enterprise, your community and your life. Because we are whole human beings and we only become the change we want to see. It doesn’t happen without us. Nor does it happen overnight—we have to make sense of where we are and then choose to cross the threshold.

For those who want to know, I’m a quiet disruptor with an extraordinarily broad background. From rural development, strategic business management through to worship leader and over a decade as an NHS chief exec. And since 2009 as a professional coach, consultant and creative facilitator.

Lots of disruption, seeing people and the world differently. And lots of innovation, finding new ways of doing things that make a difference and changing the conversation. Quietly offering sightlines for change, usually from the edge.

I now live and work in a small valley in South West Wales, where I write, create, and talk with people from all over the world. Together with my better half, Steve, we run The Waterside, breed alpacas and care for my learning disabled brother. Oh and I’m also on the Advisory Board of a life science fund and am Deputy Chair of Bible Society.

I told you I don’t fit into boxes.